It’s making me sick. I’m losing myself. It’s like, there’s only so much I can do to show that I care about you. And this is not the way to go about doing it. I’m tired of trying to win you over this way, because I’m really starting to fucking hate myself. And I don’t deserve to be your play thing. I’m not gonna be on the side whenever you want me. I’m either your first choice or I’m nothing at all. Let’s see how much you like sleeping alone.